Sunday, October 4, 2009

Best Color To Paint Walls To Sell House

Right where it belongs

I have a new blog , read on there ...

Heal, Play, Learn, Live / Signe \u0026lt;3

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Hebrew National Salami Toronto

All the love in the world

On Wednesday, three days, it is finally (?) Day. Then the bus hit pediatric neurologist in Falun. I do not know what I expect. In my waking nightmares, he takes a look at the bus and say - this is crystal clear, and goes on to describe the disease, I fear, and how the disease will destroy the bus body until the stops working - everything in 10-some years. But my real experience in health care tells me that there will be no investigation, then weeks, terrible weeks of anticipation and anxiety.

have also recently been to the clinic for 5 ½ years of an eye. And yes, there will be follow-up. We will meet one, another, a pediatric neurologist who will look at Bus motor. The balance was not good, apparently. Could be that it was quite exciting at the nurse also, I have not directly experienced anything problems. No, he can not run balancing act but he can walk with care - usually. Then it will be an investigation of Bus attention deficit ... Right now, I welcome the investigation, it has taken in all cases about 2 years for me to tell you about my concerns. For I have not managed to yet another investigation. Because I do not want anyone to look at my perfect son and only find fault, but there is medical indication. Too bad they do not focus a bit on the wonderful he is, in all cases. But I welcome this investigation, and to bus soon start school and I so want it to go well. And partly because I do not really cope with his sovsvårigheter achieve more, ashamed to say it but ... It takes hours for the bus, he will not be complacent however I behave myself, whatever I do. He goes out (rather than fall asleep) when he absolutely can not manage to achieve more. Until then, he's just and bolts on it, throwing himself back and forth ...

Bus has been at the eye doctor, NUA ice cream - just minor adjustments.

Bus've met Dr. Anna in Falun, regular routine check of his other state - that he did not produce as much growth hormone. But, good news! Bus was 105.5 cm and weighed 19.2 kg! We got to see his curve, then he has been at its lowest, dashed, on my way down, does he now have a straightforward trip up:) My little prince \u0026lt;3 And the level ; n growth hormone has increased since we started the medication - it stood at 30 before and is now up to 180! Only good news from Dr Anna \u0026lt;3

So we have three upcoming visit, in Ording: pediatric neurologist in Falun (7 / 10), ear / nose / throat (ear, hay ; rsel) 15/10, BVC + pediatric neurologist from Hab in Avesta 20/10 ... Fully up for my baby.

think that sometimes I long for another baby ... Then all vocations, and I regret it. I can not go through all that we have with the bus again ... I know that the chance is small, that all things with the bus may be coincidence, but they can also be symptoms of a disease. The one from my waking nightmare. And it is genetic ...

Be well, dear. Signe \u0026lt;3

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Pain In Centre Of Body

Play dead

A Moth Into a butterfly / And a lie / Into the sweetest truth / I'm so afraid of life / I try / To call your name but I'm / Silenced by the fear of dying in your heart once Again / I See the Changing Seasons / And into the heart of this autumn I fall / With the leaves from the trees / I play dead / To hide my heart / Until the world gone dark fades away

HIM / Play Dead


My head is spinning ... Can not Think Straight ... All I see is you ... When I close my eyes ...

So do not close Them ... Do not ever close Them ... And keep the heart looked up too, love ...


As always, I Will ...

Urgh! I do not want to see him, no. But he is everywhere. And my eyes are looking everywhere to see ... If he is there ... My eyes yearn, not my heart! (But my heart beats a few extra beats when he's there ... But still! About it) ... We have never talked, never will either. But he is everywhere! And he is not there, I miss him ... How can you miss someone who is not real? Not in my life ... (Today he has gone back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth ... almost touched at me once ...)

He is safe mean.
He is probably dumb-in-his head.
He is certainly arrogant.
He is certainly gay.
He is surely right.
He is certainly Nazz.
He is certainly a Christian fundamentalist.
He is certainly a drunkard.
He is probably dumb.
He is safe ... ugly!

(He has probably already have one ...
He knows for sure that I am not there ...)


Ode to Mr. Black ...